What happens after one adventure ends?

GO ON HOLIDAYS AND GET READY FOR A WHOLE NEW ADVENTURE AHEAD!

(Yes, thats what i'm planning to do and going to do)

My November 2007 destination-Kota Kinabalu

Straight after exams, i'm heading to KK with Cheri and her new "gang". It was rather random when she asked me, but yes ticket is bought and i'm going for sure. Just a 3 days trip.

My December 2007 destination-Taipei

This will be my second time in Taiwan but this time round its different i'll be heading there with my WHOLE FAMILY. I'm rather excited for this trip, i'm ready to go there and buy cheap stuff! HAHA This trip will indeed be the longest trip, i think its more than 2 weeks.

My January 2008 destination-Penang

Going over to that island to look for my Godparents and to meet up with Cheri Ong and make her bring me out! Kekeke.. This is going to be a one week trip, definately enough time for me to shop.

After that, i should be ready for my next adventure... (hopefully there will be a NEXT adventure)

and then our crew was ready to roll

"Like any other Tumi, Ah Dick and Haris"

Director KEDUNG BULAN

Editor ABBY Camera man JOSS
Sound editor ANIS and Producer GERAIN

Our Actors Danny and Aaron as Ah Dick and Haris
Scene 2, Take 2 ACTION
Your typical Kopitiam scene

Director busy behind the camera....

Enough said,

Friendship, what is it really?

You come to a point where you imagine the people who you think matters to you hates you, because of the load of shit they hear about you from another source.

Everyone i meet along the way through my journey are very important, truth is there are some who are more important due to the amount of time we spend together. I am the kind of girl who treasures friendship. An occasional phone call when you're oversea(no matter how far-right, overseas people?), random sms-es just to ask "how're you?" or "where you're at?" or "what you doing?"and leaving a message on your MSN. I only do that to whom i feel are most important to me.

People ask me, "But how do you know who's important to you?"

Well, I dont know- its some what a feeling and how they treat you and how comfortable you are with them and people you can nothing absolutely anything to. I can assure you that the most important people to me in this adventure are all in the post below. They're pictures are put up, thats so you can identify them if you see them on the streets. HEHE

and the other question will be, "How can you tell whether you are important to them as well."

The truth is you don't, you never do. For all you know they might hate you and hate your guts and just being nice for the sake of being nice to you. Well, if thats the case- time will definately show. And then thats when the truth reveals, and thats when you see the pictures decrease, leaving the true ones.

I believe in not being the bitch. So, if people choose to be bitchy- they're not the nice ones and thats when you know as well, you have nothing to lose. There's no use trying to fix things, as they're really not worth your time.

HAHA emo? More like, there's alot running through my mind right now.

Not Jon Brown but Joss Bong herself.

Where will i be without you guys by my side?

"...there, when i'm feeling down.
there, when i'm feeling all hyped up and ready to roll.
there, when i just need someone to talk to.

there, when i'm in the mood to club.

People i can just talk nonsense with,

people i can trust (i hope!),

people that entertain me with new things almost everyday,

people who make me laugh until i tumble on the ground.
People who make the jungle, miri a much more interesting and fun place to be.

People whom i love oh-so very much."

(Jon Brown, 2007)

Just to make things clear, i do not have limited friends, i just dont have picture with them. Before i leave, in this one month time I'm going to take picture with people for remembrance. OKAY, i'm going to do that! HAHA Watch me bring Pinker around. Yes, there is MORE of you!

Gila Webcam

Random Bong came over tonight and they were playinggg with Webcam. At first it was just Steph and Bong but laterr i joined them in their craze. HAHA =) Fun night but pretty random as well. Come more often loveleh!

"... i'm going to do the impossible, i'm going to try stop all these pain once and for all. Its hard but i know i can do it. It might take a while, but i'm just going to choose to ignore it"

(Jon Brown 2007)

Fighting Temptation!

How i wish i dont have to stop.

"... all these mixed feeling about feeling lousy and shit. Just as i thought all hope is gone, it came back crawling into my crib."
(Jon Brown 2007)

JOGGING: I know i have mentioned it since the beginning of this semester that i will start jogging but i have been slacking i must admit. Good news! I went for my first in a long time run around Curtin Villa. It may look pathetic running alone, but i like running alone. Its somewhat an alone time cum dieting process.

Yes, i have lost my stamina. So i'm going to start running constantly or even daily so that one, i'll gain back my stamina and two, i'll stop slacking. *deep breathes* YES STOP SLACKING. Sweating makes me feel good about myself, jogging takes my worry away. Before, whenever i feel low or something i'll hit the gym. So yes, you may find me this bit weird BUT it works okay.

"... yet it only takes away that feeling for that moment."
(Jon Brown 2007)

Mental block

Well, well how should I start? I havent been picture blogging for a while due to the laziness and also due to the fact that there's really nothing happening in this jungle. One free week, past by rather quick. One moment it was holidayyyyy and the next is going back to classes again.

I'm not functioning properly as well due to the lack of sleep for the past few days. I also got my braces tighten and the dentist went the extra mile and tighten it extra TIGHT. So i have problem chewing my food. The pain from my braces affects my brains.

All i have been eating is Mash potatoes and porridge. Today, i tried eating a piece of friend chicken and SUCCESS!! HAHA but i had to eat like really slow. Whoot~

When i got back from Brunei yesterday, my nice housemate bought me a piece of Oreo cheesecake from Coffee Bean. HAHA i havent eaten it yet cos i'm saving it for when i'm really desperate to eat. HAHA which will be soon. I dont want the cake to like rot or something. Its going to be the bomb once it reach into my mouth. And yes, my lovely housemate is Cheri. She tapau-ed Mash potatoes for me too. Awww!

Yesterday, with my own eyes i saw an overturned car. At first, i didnt think much and then we got a call, it was Aaron Chin's car. Luckily there was no severe injury. Phew~ scaredd me there for a moment. I saw the really pissed off him and i've never seen the really pissed off him. It was scaryy for a moment.

Lovelove. Be safe fellow readers.

Oh anyways, I LOVE PIE! haha good day everyone.

"..... if only i had the guts to say something"
(Jon Brown 2007)

HAHA Random!

I'M LOVIN' FACEBOOK

I was just facebook-ing and i've come to realise that i'm less of a facebook noob now. I'm actually getting a hang of it. PFFT, friendster..... MOVE ASIDE! HAHA

On the role...

Yesterday Ah Bong asked me to edit her pictures, Cheri asked me to edit HER pictureee so yes i was feeling it yesterday, and this morning i edited Chloe's picturee, nice? Oh Hail Photoshop! ;)

Oh, how i miss my room!

My room where everything i ever want and need is. When i was still living at home, I have this thing with locking myself in my room. No suprise, i do that in Miri too.

HAHA now that i'm left room-less, i sleep in my mum's dressing room. Its like a mini room, it aint got no lock. SO, i spend alot of my time either in the living room, my brother's room or my parents' room. Wherever there's a TV.
Parents' new plasma. So i'll be sticking around this room for a while. Since its partly my new room as well.
This was MY "it" room. It was the heaven BUT now HAHA i still do hang here. The PS and everything is in here. Whenever there's a sleep over, this room will cater me so i'm fine with it.
So much entertainment, you might feel MY room is like the least entertaining one BUT after all its my room. I miss it, I miss it, I miss it. Now there's someone in IT.

decisions, decisions, can i please not make them?

If you know me well enough, you will know that i am a very indecisive person.

So just now, my mom told me this: "You know best about your studies, I trust you can make the right choice"

And my heart just stopped, of course i gave a "perfect daughter" answer(and in actual fact i'm not): "Yes i will"

Thus the main point why i'm panicking now.

I'm doing as much research as i can about the respective universities and the respective state. It'll take a while, luckily i do have enought time.

I have come to a decision..... that Daph is going to make MY decision. I will go to whichever state she's going. Since i'm SO indecisive. =)

I know I confuse people, such a happy person like me coming up with an emo post (previous post). Pfft! well, some things i dont share and dont intend to share it ever.

"Some things are better left unsaid"

From the tip of my tongue

I confess:
I will go wherever life takes me,
No matter how good or how bad the experiences are,
Seeing the person I love with another,
And yet the only thing I should and CAN do in this situation is pretending its all fine,
Overlooking the issue.

Pretending,
How far can one go with pretending?
It’s not a fucking play,
Oh, how I wish it were.

It feels like as if YOU are stepping on me,
But in actual fact,
I’m stepping on myself,
Making myself feel this way,
Making myself feel like I might as well jump down the mountain,

since I'm already at the edge.

No one and I mean no one is worth the wait, not even YOU.
P.s- I dislike YOU; I dislike YOU for hurting my pathetic little soul.

Jon Brown 2007

See you on the other side, dude.

Cheri is going back to Miri later in the morning. She'll be heading down with my parents, without me. Good Luck Cheri Ong. HAHA! For these past few days, i have been spending alot of time with her in Brunei so i'll be sad tomorrow FROM loneliness. These past few days is like an older sister POPPED out, and then she's going back. I tried convincing her to stay but she's dumb, saying she wont get any work done cos of ALL the distractions. ie, guitar heroes and buzz. See you back in miri in like 4 days wumannn..

An hour and a half with the Lil' Berries

I spent the evening with the lil berries just today. I havent pleyed with them in ages and they are so big now. They're so adorable and i love them to the maximum.

Chloe's photography skill. I think she'll make a good photographer in the future because she's only 3 and she can handle a camera already. Amazing huh?


Angry chloe cos she wants to play with the camera BUT i want to take the picture. HAHA


Chloe and her kite experience. Che Meng and aunty Linda came back and the lil berries got to play outside, Chloe get to play with her kite and caleb just ran. He love to run!

OMG SO EXCITING! HAHA
Going back to see them again since i can drive now. HAHA anytime! =P