The Friends

FRIENDS COME AND GO!!!

But i am planning to keep every single one i made..

I can't promise, but i can try

Its the thought that counts

and the trying.

Happy and normal

LISTEN TO:
HIT ME UP BY GIA FARRELL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4f5wqTtcBNo

Well, everything is back to normal, HAPPY normal! Just got back from SS party with all the kiddies. Chloe was all excited because there was so many presents and she was eyeing on all of them. Hahaha! Oh and later, i am going to get my LEAVING CERTIFICATE. Oooo.... EXCITING? haha well, VERY! hahaha

FCUKED UP!

Well, firstly everything was going SO WELL yesterday until my camera dropped. I'm am fed up with destroying cameras thats not even my fault, maybe half but definately NOT all my fault. I'm not allowing anybody and i mean anybody touch it unless i make sure they are careful and everybody is careful! Seriously, go ruined your own camera, hands OFF mine! I might have Jynx it because that day, i was feeling happy that nothing have happened to the THIRD camera. Sucks to be me! Straight away, i called my wonderful cousin who is handy and he picked up the camera, he fixed the lens but still cannot take picture so he said he'll check the inside and the cable. I asked him not to let my parents know or else they'll really NOT trust me forever. I am so PISSED OFF! I mean come on......

I think God was hinting me by making all by batteries LOW, but then again stubborn me brought the camera anyways. so FCUKED UP! People should really use their own camera, SERIOUSLY! Don't keep borrowing it unless you're sure you wont let anything happen to it! Even if something happened to it, you should take responsibilities or like apologize or something. I will be pissed if i had to pay for fixing it, Thank God its my cousin and yea he's willing to help me. I really really thank God he's here. He's my life saver. I'll be praying! After all he fixed my totally condemned 2nd camera, he actually FIXED IT! That was the worst, the motherboard inside was screwed etc etc and he fixed it. I sooo have to trust him right now, that will feel much better. I'm planning to hide it from my parents FOREVER. Even there's like scratches on the camera, it doesnt matter!

and people should really learn how to OFF the camera when they dont want to use it anymore, DONT FREAKIN LEAVE IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wasting battery and something LIKE THIS CAN HAPPEN!!!!!!!

After it gets fix i'm going to voluteerily return the camera to my dad and say, "DONT EVER LEND IT TO ME AGAIN?" or "DONT ever lend it to me until i can trust myself or unless there's a function" I also swear i wouldnt let people take pictures with it unless they are trustable beings. I SWEAR!!!

SERIOUSLY, IT SUCKS TO BE ME! BEING REJECTED AND SCCREWING UP THE CAMERA JUST THE SECOND DAY OF MY OFFICIALLY NO MORE SCHOOL LIFE!!!! WTF??????? WHATS WRONG WITH ME? HOW CAN A GIRL WHO ADORES PHOTOGRAPHY KEEPS RUINING THE CAMERA!?? THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE!!

GOD is so messing with me right now!

Here's some pictures on the event yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just some of them....


Tanning, i became browner, Tia still the same white hahahahhahahaha she keeps trying to believe she actually became darker.


in that huge mansion.


we play it cool!!


SO DARN COOL!! hahahahahaha
poser, vainest person on earth and ME!


its happening again..


My Gym buddy and I! Remember, paris and Nicky hilton. haha After and before shot! whoo..


MEET SIDEKICK!! my dream phone and i have a picture with it!


PS- DONT EVER TELL MY PARENTS ABOUT THE CAMERA!!!!!!! ;) THEY'RE GOING TO KILL ME!

OFFICIALLY

MY EXAMS WERE OFFICIALLY OVER YESTERDAY AND I'M OFFICIALLY NOT GOING TO MELBOURNE, NEXT YEAR MAYBE IN 2008!!

I just heard from my mum, i was not accepted due to my age- i should be 18 and above because doing children services they have strict rules especially about the age. Next year, when i turn

18, then my mum say we will apply again. I know i will go someday, just that you know you feel sad especially when you're looking forward to it. The moment when i heard about it, i felt so sad.. I messaged some of my close friends and yea i felt so SAD! I went to my favourite corner in my room (which is the toilet-"i'll show you a picture) and i just sat there and started crying, started thinking thinking thinking!!!!

In a way, i knew i wasn't going to get accepted ( i dunno why?), but i just didnt want to believe it until i really really get the letter and when i did i still feel so so so so SAD eventhough i kinda expected it!

After like half an hour, i started looking on the bright side. How i would be able to still be with my family, driving license, I AM EVEN GETTING A NEW PHONE LIKE NEXT MONTH OR SO, i can still hang with my friends, go travelling with my mum when she has meetings, go Taiwan, go OZ to visit my friends, continue going to the gym and etc etc

I dont know what i am going to do for the whole of next year but it sure does involve alot of bumming. I am still looking at phones must be SONY ERICSSON though and also DOING MY HAIR SOON.

HAD AN AWESOME DAY YESTERDAY, stayed in Tia's huse the whole day after the last exam and went to the gym together took so much pictures like a crazy person with all the classmates yesterday in the house too. Today, i am sleeping over Tia's house and we are going sun bathing later, now i'm just using her big brother's computer and watching her little brother dancing on the sofa, so CUTE!!!

Anyways, have a great day everyone MY EXAMS ARE SO OVER!!!!

KIDS ARE SO BRIBE-ABLE!!

Kids are so Bribe-able, easy-influenced...... (SO TRUE!)

Chloe refuse to do lots of things, unless i have to bribe her to. With Choki-choki, candy, presents, etc etc. This morning, i gave her Choki to hold because when eating i never let her hold an open one. So i thought, its okay its closed so she can hold, somehow she found out how to open it and when i saw, it was already like three quarters gone and Husrina was like feeding her (Choki is like a tube thing) and Husrina was like pushing the chocolate from the bottom. I was like "WHY YOU FEED HER?" She said not me, Chloe opened it all by herself. When i cleaned her up i asked her "WHO OPEN?" Proudly she said "ME!!" I told her no more CHOKI ever. She was sad! but yea, i dont wanna get slaughtered by mama Alvina now do i? She's adorable, yet naughty! always "PIKIBOO-ING" She's still adorable. haha We took lots of pictures yesterday!

SMILE!!!

BUBBLE UP!

DUDE, WHERE'S MY CAR???

HI! WE'RE FROM THE SILLY-WORLD!!!

STILL FROM THE SILLY WORLD..

funny

ITS ALL GOOD, GIRLFRIEND!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXVSlpVXtjA

haha, was watching some random show on youtube and this girl thinks the guy is gay and she says that to him.

TV day

Today, not really an exciting day all i did was watch TV from the moment i wake up until the moment i leave the house. All TV. Its some Taiwanese drama thats suppose to be nice, well have watched Taiwanese drama for ages. I just finished Entourage last night, its okay show with many famous people and LA spots! Besides, the guy is hot! I had tummy aches just now, the type that hurs for a while, then no pain, then pain, then no pain. Damn, was it irritating me.

I HAD A DREAM:
I dreamt that i didnt get accepted to Swinburne, i am SaD, and i don quite believe in the "whatever youdream might be the opposite from real life" Ahh, screw it! Whatever...

The show heroes is getting exciting by the minute. MUST WATCH!!!! If you don't have i'll borrow them to you, MUST WATCH!

Yesterday, Lorene and I passed the belly-piercing hospital. I'm not ready after all the piercings that destroyed my belly. I need to be flat, so i will go to the gym daily and get a flat tummy then i will be ready to get the belly pierced again, in a clinic. Not piercing myself or some random people from KL to pierce with a straight needle. I'll be ready by the end of the month! You'll see, it'll be perfect! Hopefully, it will~

I want to go get a tan. I love the sun!

THE BABY I AM GOING TO SAVE UP FOR!

HOT-STUFF!

New runners?

I need a new runners pronto, fast like now! My old runners are getting suckier by the day since i use them more them i use my slippers. I have a converse when i first bought it, i didnt baby it! Now, i like it even more than the shoe i babied! I will keep my old runners and use the new one and slowly, i'll love the new one. Not immediately, take some time to actually love something. Heck, it takes time to even love somebody! I love my shoe..

The kind of Nike shoes i'm looking for (the style):




Something like this, the newer ones are really pretty check it out at www.nike.com or www.converse.com . i love shoes <3

4 days in a row

I'm so determined to lose weight, i went to the gym 4 days in a row. Doing the same 1 hour cardio and weights and abs etc etc. Yesterday, Tia made me go do aerobics with her(Have i mention how much i hate aerobics?) I hate it, but she talked me into it and yea, i still hate it.
Maybe, i did lose a bit of weight plus i had my braces tighten so i cant eat solid food.

I went out with Lorene today, met Bex and Nathan and we watched Happy feet. As i say, its a good show, worth watching! I have a thought, i might not go prom after all. I'm so not in a mood and no one is going. All this while i've been imagining this really awesome green dress i saw in a magazine and losing weight for it. Silly, i know but it works I DONT WANT TO LOOK FAT IN MY GREAT IMAGINARY PROM DRESS!! Even if i did go to prom, i wouldnt even wear that imaginary prom dress.

My mama don't understand prom. Well, cant blame her she's way too old to understand and she never even heard of the word prom till my brother went, one year. I cant blame that poor woman who never had a prom before so i'm still deciding whether to go or not, after all i've got the pretty cloth for the dress. Thats basiclly all i have actually!!!! I hate making decisions, i always make the bad ones.

Happy feet

HAPPY FEET!!! definately a MUST WATCH Its a movie with good humour, good music and good dancing. If you're stressed and need a good Laugh go watch it! It'll rock your world..

EXAMS UNOFFICIALLY OVER

MY EXAMS ARE UNOFFICIALLY OVER AND ITS TIME FOR ME TO PARTY HARD INFRONT OF THE TELEVISION

Guess who's back

GUESS WHO'S BACK?

LOVES IT!! =)

PROM?

I'M GOING FOR MY PROM!

THEME:TOUCH OF CLASS

VENUE:I DUNNO

MY DRESS COLOR:SO GREEN

Perfume

Have i ever told you my obsession with perfume?

OBSESSION is definately the right word. I have been collecting perfume ever since i received my first perfume which was my 16th birthday. Up to now, a year and plus has passed, i'm still equally obsessed. I have about 6 of my own perfume. My mum bought me one yesterday from singapore, as my early christmas present and its the one i've always wanted DIOR ADDICT. Its crazily beautiful and nice smelling, it takes your breathe away. I have a shrine, a shrine i just made yesterday after getting rid of ALL my school books. A picture will be shown soon. About that christmas present, I LOVES IT!!! And she also bought me a book its Jodi Picoult's keeping Faith I've only ever read ONE Jodi Picoult book and i loved it! Its called My sister's keeper.. Its a great book! =)

It looks like this but it comes in a o-so-beautiful package, with a free bag and lotion. AWESOME!!

My book cover doesnt look like this. I think my printing is the newer one. But yea, havent started reading yet. I'm a slow reader so i say give me 3 months(Its pretty fast for me, if i did finish it in 3 months) i'll go for 2 la.. ;)

<3ing it rights now!!

Shayne Ward- No promises

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

This song has been stuck in my mind for the past few days. When i on the TV, his video is on.

on the run

3 and a half papers down

15 more days and counting

I have so many things i want to do after my exam, i even have a LONG list. Just can't wait that this is over. My brother left for singapore, and my lap top's under going some changes so therefore i'm conquering his room. Sleeping there, watching TV there (yea, i still watch TV i know i shouldnt) hahaha...

I've learnt not to use lime wire to download videos/tv shows. Use www.mininova.org
Its pretty good! I guess...

<3 jocelyn

TOMORROW IS MY MALAY EXAM. *FAINTS*

I think i will go into the exam room blankly and come out of the exam room very awake(after all that sleep). ITS MALAY EXAM I MEAN MALAY! The language i don't speak like at all!!!! I guess i just have to like yea write nonsense or crap, both will do

it happens!

What do you do when have been carrying a toddler for the past ten minutes, she's getting heavier and heavier by the minute and she refuses to come down and walk because she's afraid that the "police" will catch her? So what do you do?

FIND A CHAIR, A TABLE ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN PUT A TODDLER ON SO THEY ARE NOWHERE NEAR THE GROUND WHERE THE "POLICE" WILL CATCH THEM. ANOTHER SOLUTION IS THAT DONT SCARE THEM WITH THE WORD "POLICE".