Jon Brown says

"... at the end of the day, you go back to how you started off- alone and sad."

I hate being treated this way, ignored and not acknowledged. I hate people who get too caught up with their own world that they forget about their friends who have been there since the beginning. I hate it when people pretend to don't know whats happening when they very clearly do. There's so many i hates but yet people still do them right in front of me.

Funky day out

a taste of the sun in Jesselton

Friday morning- We arrived at KK. And that afternoon, we went shopping. Quicksilver, Roxy shop at warisan square is at 50% discount so everything is half price. I know right? I bought myself a black handbag, Joyceanne bought me a wallet and Far bought me a skirt. Salleh and Cheri was in there for i think at least an hour an a half. It was crazily awesome! Friday night, we went to Shen, its a hyatt club and its crazilly classy! I like it. I met up with my brother there and yea, he was showin off his dance moves.

We stayed here. Yes, a backpackers' louge. Its my first time sleeping at some place like this. Good experience indeed!
That walk down Warisan square.
Saturday Morning- We jumped on the boat and headed to the island. First things first, i hate boats and i'm never going on one again unless its a huge cruise then its fine. Oh, my day was made better when i got my chance to tan the day away. I absolutely adore tanning, its so fun! Well, it was only Cheri and I was tanning so yea we had our own fun, and they had their own fun.

In the process of tanning, we grabbed pinker and took many many pictures of ourselves.
My model of the day, none other than Cheri Ong herself.
Looking back, and enjoying just like the good old times.

Group picture, Vito, Bertha, Azfar, Van, Cheri, Salleh and Hazim.

Let me say it really clearly, i hate boats, i hate boats, i hate boats, i hate boats one million times!

Saturday night- we went to a bar opposite Warisan Square and after that we went to "bed", its an awesome club. Over at that club, I met Jay's friend, Tessa. She's o-so-hot! And yea, the clubbing scene in KK is awesome! I would love to go back one day.
Vanessa and I at cock&bull the bar just next to bed.My media senior, Aaron Chin Soon Hwa; Mr bald guy!

Azfar Zubri, Mr dood.
Cheri Ong, my paramour.
CherLeh, the tiny couple.

Salleh, the crazy batu.
"Bed"
Sunday morning-A day out with Joyceanne and her sister. The rest of the group head to Mt. KK, i was too lazy and long car rides that goes round and round and round isn't my thing so i decided to hang with Joyceanne. In the afternoon, i ended up falling asleep in her hotel room. HAHA funny story.


Sunday night-After they reached KK town, i went to meet up with them and yea, they were telling me about their adventure and what i missed.

That night we didnt have anywhere to stay and we werent planning to sleep cos our flight is early in the morning. Therefore, we went to J.Jay's empty apartment to rest, shower and etc.

This is Neilson. He is one em fellow Curtiners.

This is Samson, the Curtin graduate.

This is J.Jay, our host for the evening. Oh, in the apartment i met his cousin Jennifer Pederson. She is so hot! HAHA yea, all his friends are hot.
A view of Jesselton from Jay's balcony. Its so beautiful!
The jiwangness actually started in KK after the movies and it never stopped till today. Cheri and I were trying to hyped up ourselves in the apartment to prevent us from falling asleep. HAHA We jumped around, catfight each other, piggy back each other and etc. HAHA good times, crazy times.

Piece of art. Enjoy Kuching Cheri Ong and i will see you again in Jan. I miss you tremendously! Every trip has to come to an end.

Thanks KK people for being so hospitable, like JunKiat, Aaron, J.Jay and etc. Jesselton, i will be back!

The rain never came to clear up my tear

Today I said my final goodbyes to Ah Bong and Cheri and J.Jay. I have never cried so much in my whole life. I just want you both to know, you guys are really important to me and I am glad i got to know you guys.

It was like a funeral in Villa. HAHA I was crying so much in the car. =(

I guess this is where life takes us to.
Everyone is holding on to that precious memory that is spent together.

I know i will never let go of mine.

HIGHLIGHTS of my evening.

My last night has finally arrived.

As much as I wanna leave this little town, there is still a part of me that don't.

I wanna spend more time with my friends that i made just this year.

One year is not enough or in some case, one sem is not enough!

But deeply I know, friendships like ours is going to last a lifetime (even though we are in different continents)

The media gang..

And these pictures truly shows that i have left a part of me in this little town
I will be back! I'm not sure when, but I will.

P.s-I will miss you, each one of you!

(I almost cried after i hug ah Bong and Kedung goodbye)

Not your average teenager

Do you really think of me as a bad influence?

Well, i'm not!

I'm just not your average teenager!

P.s-Exams in an hour, and it will be over.

With Love, xoxo

HAVE YOU HEARD ABOUT GOSSIP GIRLS?

If you haven't, i'm going to tell you about it. The show is based on a book and it is awesome and the cast are all hot. ALL SO HOT!

If you liked laguna beach or the OC or whatever then you really should download it and watch. If you don't like shows like that then you SHOULD download it even more because it is that good and that much better.

P.s-I was so wasted yesterday, you cannot imagine. For 1 hour, i thought i lost my wallet and i almost broke. Now, i know how important it is to me. Oh, why was i wasted? Van and Fids came over we had our own small drinking party and after that we went over to the australians house to crash THEIR party. It was awesome, hanging out with them for the last time. HEH!

Dinner on the 1st day of exams

The "awesome" Cheri Ong cooked an "awesome" dinner for us. Her exams is over, since last week! So, all she has to worry for now is cooking since she bought a whole load of food back.

I'm so full now that i'm fasting tomorrow.

(P.s-If you think it doesn't look good. Then you must know it taste better than it looks)

I don't think i'll end up sleeping tonight, i have so much to study in one night.

Happy Birthday Stinky

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAITLYN THE BUM!

(the one on the farthest right)

I MISS YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAD FUN ON YOUR 21ST BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU AND I'LL SEE YOU WHEN I GET BACK.

MUAHS

Crash and Burn!

What do people do after exams?

Be happy?

I burned my business management notes. And its not even after exams yet.

HAHA

Well i faced my worst nightmare and now i burned my worst nigtmare.

So it wont come back to haunt me anymore.

Hip hip hooray!

Hip hip hooray

An awesome day indeed.

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late....

Awesome like a possum,
I have never studied like this before, not even all the years combine together.

Now, i'm just going to pray and leave it to God(and read through).

Yesterday's Pre Exam Party was so awesome, so crazy!

Two days before exams and dancing,

One day before exams and chilling.

I know I can do it, I hope I can do it!

Don't drink and drive, SMOKE AND FLY.

I wanna flyy after exams.

P.s Abby K is back in Brunei tonight, i also want to go back-I wanna ditch exams and go home!

Another summer day has come and gone away...

Sleep when the Sun comes out,

Study when the Sun goes down,

This is my kinda life now.

IT MUST GO BACK TO NORMAL ONCE EXAM START.

If not i doubt i can wake up for my paper.

Thank God my earliest paper is at 12 noon but not earlier than that.

Clubbing two days before exam. Whoot!

Slept at 730 this morning and woke up at 530PM. HAHA

I fell in love with the DeeJay, deejay.

Cold burger and fries,

diluted 7up.

Life of a Uni student who is stress and having exams.

I slept at 630am yesterday, but unfortunately i did not get to wake up late in the afternoon. When i was in dreamland, I received a call.

Oh, its my mum&dad.

They woke me up and took me out for lunch, shopping and etc.

After that, i went to campus to look at my internal marks. Pretty hight for WRS.

And then, i got home and "peng" and went back into dreamland.

Got woken up by my housemates who came back with McDs.

I studied for 2 hour plus and now i'm back at Hazim's place to look for both Salleh and Cheri.

Dude, they're debating!

I'm just blogging away. HA! I have a feeling i'm going to sleep late again, I will continue studying later.

I'm just not in the mood.

The grass is greener on the other side

Talk about not wanting to blog for a while anymore.

Yes, yes, i'm back here again blogging more.

Yesterday, i slept at 630 in the morning and woke up at 3 that afternoon. I know, my biological clock is so screwed up! I like to think of it as "I'm studying hard". i am, i am, i truly am.

Exams is in exactly 4 days time.

I finally met up with Janet for dinner after like so long. We stay like in the same zone, senadin but yet we never run into each other, like at all. It was definately great catching up session and she met my psycho housemates.

Now, i'm attempting to study and Kenneth's over so i'm leaving for Petronas like now, to buy chocolate.

I just got back from Petronas! Now, i'm randomly at Siamese Secrets. We're supposedly here to "study". And we were craving for Pizza.

i wanna go to the US, i really do.

i want, i want!

Geek For Life

Its 1:56 Am and i'm still attempting to study my business management. I did my laundry an hour ago, i think its time i go get it.

I've been focusing so much on Business and WRS. I think i should at least start a bit on my Malaysian Studies eventhough its 0 credit points. Was out with Kenneth and Abby earlier today, he was "hungry" and he wanted us to go eat with him. We were suppose to go to Annie's but Thank God it was close and I was craving for McD's hot fudge so he brought us to Parkson. Thanks Ken!

I was just watching heroes and how i met your mother. Heroes, as exciting as ever. How I met your mother, as funny as ever. These are the two shows i recommend, go download and watch it. Now, now, now.....

Ali Larter, i think she's the hottest on heroes. She's so hot! Even though, i feel that her character is abit useless on Heroes, i mean seriously who wants to watch someone with split personality? But since she's so hot, then okayla. Have you watch the latest episode? Episode 8, its so good!

And she would be Robin (Cobie Smulders) from How I met your mother. She's so hot as well. OMG! *burst into flames* oh, if you havent watched how i met your mothers before? Its like friends, funny and smart! If you are watching it, episode 8 is out!

I'm so stress about my business management (my internal is so bad). You cannot imagine!
And when i'm stressed, i become emotionally unstable and i tend to don't find things thats suppose to be funny, funny!

i get annoyed easily and i'll get angry at the slightest things.

So, i'm sorry if you have to see it.

Just try not to piss me off, or attempt to annoy me.

The end of the beginning.

AND these wonderful people made curtin such a nice place... Finals is just around the corner, and i'm taking a break from studying plus the connection is really good so i want to take the opportunity to blog about a few people. There is more but i don't have pictures with them so here are a few that i do have pictures with. Once again, it has come to an end of the semester but this ending is different than the last.

This end is the i'm-not-coming-back-so-take-care kinda end. Indeed, my last semester has come to an end. In a way, i'm relieved and ready for my 3 months holiday while preparing to jet off to a whole new country and in a way, i feel reluctant. As in, I dont want it to end but yet i dont want to stay here forever.

I have made so many wonderful friends here. So many, too many to mention. Below are a few that I will not only remember forever BUT they have made me who i am today. In both the good ways and the not so good ways. They were my family when I felt that i needed family. They are the type of friends that will come crash my wedding if i got married in the future. They are the few friends i appreciate and i am glad i had.

Abby, the sei pat po that made me come to Curtin in the first place. Someone I love to watch get drunk. She just keeps talking and talking and talking. Like, Dude! STOP TALKING. I've been hanging with her since the beginning. I've got her back and she's got mine- I know it! "KNNBCCB" HAHA Psychotic Bitch.

Belinda, Belinda, Since first sem babeh! HAHA Yea, she cracks me up most of the time especially with her damn lame jokes which only guys will come up with and her hyper-ness She have been like family to me. Looking out for me in her own ways. I think she is an uberly-awesome friend someone can ever have. She's one of the other psychotic bitch. She's the one that went through the 5 hours driving theory class with me. I think i was not listening at all. I was just sitting there like a dumb fuck, not understanding anything that weird man was saying. Bel, Bel, i'm going to miss you.

Mei Vun, my soar advisor during orientation. She's lamer than Bel, way lamer. Didnt hang out with her much this sem because i moved away from hostel and she got herself a new boyfriend but everything is still cool. She's still as lame as ever. We used to play basketball at midnight just for fun and abby&I used to watch her cook her very complicated meals at Block C. Ahhhh, Mei Vun come visit me in melb and i'll drop by perth or who knows i end up in Perth. HAHA

Salleh balleh, the big brother also known as the rocker dude now still known as the rocker dude but most importantly Cheri's other paramour. The first time I got wasted was with you and I believe the last time i will get wasted in Miri will be with you again. HAHA He have been an awesome friend as well. Nowadays, we hang out more cos 1) he's the housemates boyfriend and he's always around the house. HAHA I am going to miss drinking with you thats for sure. Rock on!

Azfar, the one on the left-the shorter one. My other brother who looks out for me. Someone i feel safe hanging around. When hanging around him and Van, i'm like the kid who dont know and most importantly dont want to know anything. He was the one that forced 6 shots of JD down my throat on my birthday, supposedly 18. To him it aint torture, its a tradition. I so hope this tradition will not go on when i go to australia. I met him during orientation night, i was that drummer chick. Heh! He's the best brother and friend anyone can ever have. Really, from the bottom of my heart, THAT YOU HURT FOR NOT BRINGING ME FOR ROTI JOHN THE OTHER NIGHT! HAHA

Fidah, my brunei coursemate to friend to drinking friend to..... people who share common interest instantly become friends you know? She was drinking shots with me on my birthday. She made me keep going. HAHA awesome! I think she's a really nice person and she takes care of me whenever i'm a goner at clubs. Cheers! See you in Brunei? HAHA

Steph, from friend to close friend cum housemate. What can i say? You've been a great blessing to me eventhough sometimes there are some disagreements among us but we got through two semesters. How awesome is that? HAHA don't be a psycho bitch without me when you go back to Kuching. HAHA Clubbing till morning. Oh man, those were the times. Good times, good times.

Joannes, Joe aka Bel's other half. What can i say? He's as lame as he looks. Yup, they're both so lame. Well, he's a really nice guy and a really nice friend. I'm glad you wont vice-president for council. I swear i voted for you. HAHA and I will forever be able to immitate the way you walk. Muahahahahaha. and i'll remember the time when you got really drunk and the time when you cut your thumb. Gross!

Kakak Treza, i met her through a bitch and turns out she's way nicer than that bitch. She's the bomb. She helps me with every single units, i know NERD ALERT! She's really an awesome person and an awesome friend. Take care of yourself in Ireland, i'll visit that place one day. Really, really i will. Heh!

Van, van. I'll always remember the time when you lock yourself in the toilet and cut your hair until it became like THAT, as shown below. You shocked me, i was speechless when you came out of the toilet. Because of a few spoiled hair i pulled out but no worries dude, you look hot either way. HAHA times when we went clubbing together and those drinking parties over at VanFar's. All good times! I'll see you in Brunei la. HAHA cheh! You were a great big sister.

Bong, bong, talk about all the times when we hang out together i think there's too much to mention. The times where we will go to EN XIN, HARMONY and DELI PAPA all the time for lunch. Times where we club till dawn. The time when you got so drunk you couldnt even stand. Oh my God, how much did you have to drink? For the record, i'm happy to be there to take care of you eventhough you were throwing up all over the place. Ew! HAHA besides that, those random shopping outings we have and the Brunei-excapade trip we had. HAHA all good times. Take care of yourself please when i'm not here and keep your blog updated, silly!

Cheri Ong, i met her at Azfar's but at that time she was only known as the singing very loudly in chinese girl and i was known as the crying girl but towards the end of semester she became a friend and at the beginning of the second semester she became a good friend cum housemate cum my other paramour. She's my "gang" if i ever need any. She's someone i enjoy talking to. She cracks me up half of the time. She's the cook of the house, always cooking a feast at home and we have to do all the washing. A very funny friend to get drunk with. When she's drunk she's emotionally unstable so... haha but quite funny la. I'll always remember the times when you would come down to Brunei with me and just hang at my house, playing guitar heroes and buzz. HAHA You're addicted to it, admit it! HAHA I love her to the max and i am really glad i had you throughout the whole of second semester. Whoo, looking forward for the KK trip and my Penang trip in Jan. Better take me to places with awesome food!

Jon, ahhh my SAS senior who became my year in Curtin. HAHA he stays opposite my house and will randomly come over and knock on our door either to ask for food or just to kacau us. Psycho ah you. Go hang with your "cool" friends outside your house la. EH!

Ah wui, the guy from party asses who is very funny. HAHA yes, he's a nice guy who is really funny when he is drunk. He is a really nice friend who will always give me a ride to campus on wednesdays during lecture. He's the crazy 3D tattoo effect guy who insist i get a tattoo with him. Noooo not yyett.... still dunno what design i want ler.

Phebe, I use to be really intimidated by her and her fierceness but once i got to know her she's actually a really really nice person and a very nice friend who looks out for me. We have many failed attempts on trying to bring her clubbing. Before i leave, you better be allowed to go!!! HAHA

Kedung aka Rachel Moon, She's my media junior but actually my senior. HAHA she just came into Curtin this semester. She's also my director. She's like the funniest person i know who is crazy and drinks every day. Everytime we go clubbing we will sure message her, "where are you, wanna go clubbing?" and there was once she met us at thai bar but she occasionally dissapeared! Seriously, where do you go? She claims she has MANY friends but it is kinda true. She seem to know everybody, correction EVERYBODY KNOWS HER! Huh, omg! I wouldnt get through this semester without her. HAHA She's crazyyy! She went to school drunk once and she lied to us saying she got sun burn. Abby and I were stupid enough to believe her. It was raining that whole day and the day before as well. So we told her, "WOW you managed to find sun in this kind weather" Then later found out she was actually drunk. Hanging with her there's always laughter and craziness! Serious laughter and craziness. Will miss you babe.

J.Jay the gay gay, my other media junior. I actually sneaked him into my house when i was back in Brunei to sleepover. Thats like the craziest thing i've ever done in my whole life. He's very super open with his sexual orientation and i feel that sometimes he gives out too much information. He's a youtube addict always showing me videos on youtude, madtv-the funny one. He's funny and fun to hang around with. He's just like one of us girlies. The first time none of us know he was gay, not even suspect. When kedung found out, she was laughing like mad. BUT now, its a normality and if he does anything wrong we just blame it on his gayness. He's stupid at times though, insulting people. =P YOU SUCK!
Sarah Jane, the miri Jesicca Simpson. I like hanging with her, she's so so so so funny! As in really funny. She gives me all her TV shows to watch. Heh! She comes over to my place randomly for no particular reason. She's so funny, you have to be here to know how funny she is. Well, mind you i'm aint laughing with her, i'm laughing AT her. HAHA YOU ROCK SARAH JANE.

I'm so sad to have to leave this place without all of you. Take care all and know that you are all important to me and a few others that are not posted here like Aaron Mark, Aaron Chin, Joyceanne and etc. Love love good luck with your future and everything.

Back to the books.

My job here is done, this is the end of my beginning!