Never ever a daddy's girl

Yesterday, in the 2nd service the visting pastor was talking about our heavenly dad's love for us and etc etc something like that and when he asked those that never felt the love of our earthly father to come up to be prayed for or something like that. It then got me thinking, I'VE NEVER EVER BEEN LOVED BY MY DAD!! Maybe, he does in his own way but you know I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT WAY IS! Sometimes, i envy those people who can actually have a proper conversation with their dad, telling stories about their live, talking nonsense and laugh together. I have never ever experienced that EVER so I was quite scared to go up and be prayed for about this issue but it really got me thinking HARD!

I just wanna thank God for his love and for giving me a great mum who love me so much. I think if i didnt have my mum i would have gone wild and hanging with the wrong crowd by now. Since forever, i have always treated her as both dad and mum.

From my dad's believe, its like you cant love all three children equally one is more than the other and it goes from there so ITS DAMN OBVIOUS that he loves my second brother first, then me and (ITS OBSERVED OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN) that he doesnt love my eldest brother that much.

Sometimes, i really do feel like why GOD why? but then again I DUNNO haha I DONT REALLY CARE SOMETIMES. I'm the type of girl that lock myself in the room 3/4 of the time and never really bother whats going on outside so THANK GOD FOR OWN BEDROOMS i guess haha..

For the past days i was at sarah's house and i really really envy the doing things together style. Their family is one example i will follow when i grow up and also a little mixture of bee's family and bex. They are like my role models. =)

THE QUIZ

http://www.colorquiz.com/
go on the above website and take the quiz haha it kinda works haha

They say I am:
Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective.

and ITS quite true ;)

life sometimes

COME TO THINK ABOUT IT:
LIFE SOMETIMES CAN BE FULL OF SHIT

SOMETIMES YOU JUST THINK:
WHY AM I TREATING THAT PERSON SO NICE ANYWAYS?
WHY AM I STUDYING SO HARD FOR?
WHY DO I DO THIS?
WHY DO I DO THAT?

Sometimes, somepeople can treat you so nice and other times ignore you like as if you're not there What Full of SHIT thing to do is that?
Geez, i'm not missing out anyways

HAHA

What the shirt says.

WHAT THE SHIRT SAYS..

My future home

Well, my future home might look something like that! If I have good architect and designer it will look better ;) *HINT HINT* hehe...


My lovely model sarah, introducing HOME SWEET HOME




Hopefully my car will be as classy as this. ;)

In jocelyn's opinion

Today, the post will be about not so nonsense NONSENSE...
I'm being bored and... This is a little treat i have for you and me. =)

HOTTEST GUY AWARD GOES TO:

Orlando Bloom

HOTTEST GIRL AWARD GOES TO:

Jessica Alba

HOTTEST TEEN GUY GOES TO:

Jeremy Sumpter

HOTTEST TEEN GIRL GOES TO:

Frankie (ex sclub juniors, idream)

HOTTEST ABOVE THIRTIES AWARD GOES TO:

Hugh Jackman


Kate Beckinsale

HOTTEST MARRIED COUPLE AWARD GOES TO:

Freddie Prinze Jr and Sarah Michelle Gellar

MOST GORGEOUS COUPLE AWARD COUPLE GOES TO:

Jason and LC (Laguna Beach and The Hills)

THE BEST KISS AWARD GOES TO:

Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams



BEST ON SCREEN CHEMISTRY AWARD GOES TO:

Sarah Shahi and Kate Moennig(Shane and Carmen on the Lword)

CUTEST SISTER AWARD GOES TO:


Dakota and Elle Fanning

MOST GORGEOUS TWINS AWARD GOES TO:

Sabrina and Kelly(8th and ocean)

BEST TWIN DUETS AWARD GOES TO:

The Veronicas

BEST LOOKING ON-SCREEN BROTHERS AWARD GOES TO:

Chad Micheal Murray and James Lafferty(Lucas and Nathan Scott on One Tree Hill)

BEST LOOKING BEST FRIENDS AWARD GOES TO:

Mischa Barton and Rachel Bilson(Marissa and Summer on the OC)

MOST SARCASTIC AWARD GOES TO:

Rachel Bilson in the OC

FUNNIEST MALE COMEDIAN AWARD GOES TO:

Adam Sandler

FUNNIEST FEMALE COMEDIAN AWARD GOES TO:

Lisa Kudrow

FUNNIEST TV SHOW AWARD GOES TO:

FRIENDS

That is ALL the award i can think of haha give me more ideas on the reward i ran out of ideas hehe
ENJOY!

the good girl

Yesterday,

The little missy above was such a good girl, she let me carry her to the kindy area without making a BIG FUSS and she was asking me all sorts of questions like "where's aunty gaby? where's popo? where's abby?" one after another haha! then i asked her "where's aunty jocyn?" she was all happy and pointed at me "THEREEE!!" aww...


Sunday school was giving out chocolate so i didnt think she could have any but since she was being so GOOD! i gave her very very little. she kept asking me whether she could hold the chocolate. Well, obviously Not! haha... I was caught though! hahaha Che meng said "This somebody here with braces gave my daughter chocolate" hahahaha hahahaha OH OH! The point of givving the baby chocolate is not getting caught by the mama. =) Well, its not really my fault haha ITS SUNDAY SCHOOL'S FAULT they shouldnt even provide chocolate little kidss. haha! Well, i gave her the most little anyone could ever have so i guess its ok! =) hahaha... Everyone was having chocolate i didnt want her to be left out tehehehehe!! ;) HAHAHA!


The bag, Lorene and I bouught chloe. Its so pretty and PINK!! Well, thats her fav colour! =)

Stalkers We are

Meet the PAPARAZZIS of the year!


Our undercover, JUST ANOTHER GUEST IN EMPIRE!!


We saw the party, the red carpet and everything it was so cool. Omarion, Monica, Elizabeth Shannon, Miss columbia and etc was in Brunei for the party.

When we were by the pool, we saw this two guys who i think is the back up dancers but we taught it was justin timberlake because it really looked like Justin.
See for yourself,

SEE!!!

Anyways, after a little bit as a professional PAPARAZZI i HAD to take a closer look so when i did. It wasnt him, its just omarion's Back up dancer.

Me, having a closer LOOK!! haha


THEM, as typical new generation guys Digging girlss with BIG BUM!!!

In Car's house

This was a long time ago.. haha i was in carrie's house with eve.


I was very much entertained by the wonderful Alisha and Ashley. HAHAHA!

Meet The DRAMA QUEEN OF THE YEAR!


THE MOST WONDERFUL DANCER WITH HER CLEVAGE! =)

HAHA..

MEET THE PIMP!


MEET THE HOT GIRLFRIEND


TOGETHER THEY PUT ON A WONDERFUL SHOW FOR US!



Alisha was being all Drama Queen-y and she really cracks me up to the max. I couldnt STOP laughing! She's so funny. And Ashley kept going "YO YO YO WHATS UP MA PEEPS!"

After that,

What girl's do BEST!

another blog

Well, i just got multiply it is said to be a blogger/deviantart/friendster so i got it anyway. http://joss269.multiply.com Visit it if i didnt update anything here. I'm still trying to get a hang of it apparantly i find it very hard to use (NOT user-friendly) but some of my friends thinks its much better than friendster so yupss...

Not much is going on with my life, this evening after Gym i went to the new hua ho near my house and on my way out i saw this man pinching his own kid on the hand like pull-pinch kinda thing. The kid is only like about 4 or younger. People who mess with kids they're messing with me and ABUSING or INSULTING them is definately MESSING with me. BIG TIME!!!!

My art exam is tomorrow and my Mock exam is like on the 19th so i am abit scared cos i didnt study enough.. Well, i will study more i SWEAR! hehe So far, i studied business, practise maths, go through past year papers with lorene for science, and thats about it i think? haha!

Nowadays, i am really curious about the life of the rich and famous like what do they normally do and stuff so i am looking up for an article about it. Most probably it will be posted in my "new blog" if i feel free i'll do both ;) hehe..

PIG GANG & CO.

I am the founder of pig gang & co. and it was founded this year where i kept calling Tracy a pigg haha! so she said go find more Pig members so i was like OK haha for the fun of it why not haha so therefore I AM THE PRESIDENT OF PIG AND GANG & CO. and TRACYY IS MY LOVELY VICE PRESIDENT (Yup, you are ;))



Well, this year's PIG OF THE YEAR AWARD goes to TRACYY LEI! haha
Story as tod by Tracyy:
sleeeep..wake up..pack..walk into car...drive drive(parents drive while she sleeps)...eat mcDs...drive abit..sleeeeeeppp all the way to philip island...

The point is she slept the whole 3 hours to phillip island and only woke up when she's hungry! Is that PIG OR WHAT? HOW PIGGY CAN SOMEONE GET!???

PIG GANG & CO.