Life's a bitch!

I dont know why i just have this feeling, like as if i have nothing to look forward to and yet there's tons of stuff to look forward to. Like my trip to KL, the youth camp and etc! I'm just not feeling them! MUST be because i am stressing out! I know its just test there's no need to stress out bout test or whatever but i wanna get good grades and show the people what i am made of! I do study last time but not study study like really get into the book and stuff! I'm not that smart of a person you know i have to study like crazy(i mean really crazy. eg-talking to myself, explainig to my dolls or sometimes to the air, etc) to get a credit and above. It must be a phase in a 16 year old's life! Just a phase i'll get over it!